Well this one wasn't a hard subject at all to write about......I'm deathly afraid of spiders! Doesn't matter how tiny or how big they are, they all terrify me. I can't even see one on tv without freaking out. I used to have a reoccurring nightmare as a kid that a giant spider lived up in our attic and could shoot a web straight down from the pull down stair area to capture it's food aka me! I wouldn't even walk under that area and still even as an adult won't pull the stairs down myself. Since those said stairs have been located in several of my master bedroom closets, I have conquered my fear out of necessity of walking underneath them but I still refuse to pull the stairs down....ever!
I know it's not a rational fear and the chances of a spider biting me much less eating me are slim it's still gonna stop my heart from beating out of my chest or keep the screams from coming out of my mouth. It's really bad when Mark is gone and I see a spider. I've been known to go get a neighbor to kill it for me no matter what time of day or night. There's no just ignoring it for me because then it could go into hiding, get bigger and eat me when I least expect it.
So what scares you the most?
Class with Cynthia Norwood ~
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